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There´s something about Joni Mitchell´s lyrics that manage to express those complex emotions that I could never lyrically or poetically do justice to, although they´re some of the deepest that can be felt. "A Case of You", though I´m sure I don´t `get it´ fully seems to be so accurate in expressing how I feel about the guy I was involved with before I came out here, without straying too far into the land of emo. It´s such a beautiful song.

Feelings can be funny things. Having taken space from life, I find myself desperately missing a guy that I really didn´t have that much contact with or see hardly at all in the UK, and at the same time realising just what a `waste of time´ that guy has been for me, as I´ve realised just how deep my feelings for someone else were. Complicated. So...I need to confront guy no.1 about some pretty abysmal conduct (ie he had a girlfriend?!) knowing how much I´ll miss him when, pretty much inevitably, he´s out of my life, but I´m also faced with my feelings for someone else, that I know isn´t likely to ever return them, so I have to cut comfort out of my life and replace it with the awareness that if I´m `faithful to my heart´ I´m going to be single for a loooong time. Has to be done...but life is NEVER simlple.

Anyhoo, enough with the emo-ness...